for dont knw what reason .. suddenly some thoughts came to my mind ..
i reckon it's some bad ones =/
blog hopping around and surfing up and down ..
i realized something ..
i dont .. or rather .. i cant keep close contact with my secondary friends ..
for instance , my msn contacts ..
school mates are much lesser than my outside friends ..
i dont hang out much .. or even NOT AT ALL with my secondary sch friends ..
isnt a sad thing ? mmmm ...
i admit i do envy some of 'em who are still as close as before ..
even they are in different classes or schools ...
at times .. i wish i could just go forward to some of 'em
and say " let's hang out tgt again "
but .. i realized .... i cant do that ..
why ? cos i know ... somehow .. there's gap btwn us ...
and it's weird ... =/
the closest ppl around me are all older than me .....
somehow .. i just click with 'em very fast ..
am i weird ? =/
poly is going to start soon ..
honestly .. im quite glad that im not going to be in the poly where most of my sec sch frnds are ..
somehow .. it will be awkward to see 'em again ..
seriously .. i miss my best friend - NATALIE CHUA YI LING
im so going to date her out .. havent been meetin nor catchin up with her for DONKEY YEARS !